I have a maker 
Before my heart, 
before even time began 
My life was in his hands 

He knows my name 
He knows my every thought, 
He sees each tear that falls 
and hears me when I call 

I have a father, 
he calls me his own 
He’ll never leave me, 
no matter where I go 

He knows my name 
He knows my every thought 
He sees each tear that falls 
and hears me when I call 

He knows my name 
He knows my every thought 
He sees each tear that falls 
and hears me when I call 

He knows my name 
He knows my every thought 
He sees each tear that falls 
And hears me when I call 
He hears me when I call

This post was supposed to go out yesterday.

Yesterday was a different day. I felt something I hadn’t felt in the longest time. I felt hope, I felt closer to God.

I went for an interview yesterday where I know in my heart that I put in my A game. This job will be Godsent, should I get it. And I do want it, so very very badly. I was offered another opportunity, which I’m yet to confirm. The terms are abit, extreme for me. But should worse come to worst, I shall take it.

Anyway, like I said earlier, yesterday, my heart was filled with hope, and a closeness to God I havnt felt in a long long time. I felt his peace within me. I felt calm, I still do. I am not the most honorable person, but I intend to seek him more, I think this is the mistake I made.

I remember I once had a close relationship with God. He showed me favor, then typical human nature took over. As he showed me favor, I moved further and further away from him. I wont let that happen again, EVER. God I ask you to come into my life. Stay in my life. Order my steps lord. Order my life and my heart. So many things have happened this week, miraculous things. All I can say lord is thank you. THANK YOU GOD! You are GOD.