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Dear Daddy – Letter 2

Posted on July 14, 2026 by muth0niee

Daddy Remember how you told me to beware of Nyeri men? There is one that has me on a chokehold. You’d hate him. He is too flamboyant for your taste. I met him at Njuguna’s a couple of days before … Continue reading →

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Letters to my Dad – 1

Posted on June 22, 2026 by muth0niee

This past weekend was father’s day. I wasn’t aware of either mother’s nor father’s day until was well into mom-hood. I cannot recall when exactly i became aware of it but i can tell you, its recent. Probably the last … Continue reading →

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The ship of Theseus

Posted on January 23, 2026 by muth0niee

I was today years old when i learnt about this paradox. All afternoon I’ve been thinking about it. Still thinking about it. It goes to the question, I’m i the same person i was say…5 years ago? My world view, … Continue reading →

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The Pick Me Delusion

Posted on November 24, 2025 by muth0niee

As part of the grieving process, i’ve been watching alot of trash TV. My bestie said I should be ashamed of myself. I’m not. But, last week I sacrificed almost an entire afternoon watching the Danish Deception. I’m not sure … Continue reading →

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Life is a sample size of one

Posted on November 7, 2025 by muth0niee

5 years ago I came here and talked about devastating heartbreak that nearly crushed me. Well, i’m back to report that not only has a lot happened since then, but i survived it. Last time i came here was about … Continue reading →

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Being stuck in a soul crushing job:- How do you survive it?

Posted on September 16, 2025 by muth0niee

Some, if not most of us have been there, an untenable situation where you have resigned to go with the flow, as long as the paycheck comes in, on time. You are told to jump, you just jump, you count … Continue reading →

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I always come here when i’m blue

Posted on February 6, 2023 by muth0niee

Why is that? Nobody is consistent with blogging but mine is another level. I even tried journaling. Smh. So, i lost my 2nd job 5 months ago which in turn significantly hurt my finances. I’ve been working on getting a … Continue reading →

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Mad and Sad

Posted on May 6, 2021 by muth0niee

The best description of grief i’ve read so far is:- It makes everything tasteless and colorless. It hangs on you like a cloud, nothing makes sense, everything requires effort that you have no interest making. My Dad has been unwell … Continue reading →

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My heart is broken again

Posted on October 30, 2020 by muth0niee

14th October, barely 3 weeks ago, my heart broke. I feel at this rate, my heart looks like a ceramic ornament that has been glued back together within an inch of its life. Its a miracle its still beating this … Continue reading →

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Why do i come here in the midst of a crises?

Posted on April 28, 2020 by muth0niee

Because i can’t verbally articulate to anyone how i feel. So i write it. This period has been trying, and not just because of the Covid. This period, this year, has been a nightmare for my personal life. More and … Continue reading →

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