Yesterday, I received some wonderful wonderful news. News that literally changed my life. I received a call, i have been waiting for, for a whole year.

I got a job. A wonderful job, that i’m sure i’ll love and enjoy. I am thanking God every moment and for that. The journey to this point in my life has been painful, and slow. But it has been worth it.

I have gotten closer to my daughter. We connect in a way, i never did with my mom. Not to say that i didn’t, and still do love her, My worry is we may lose that connection. But i’m trusting God that we don’t.

I can’t lose her, but she needs a parent who can look after her, provide for her, and love her. I hope i can be all those things for her because she deserves it.