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The Pick Me Delusion
As part of the grieving process, i’ve been watching alot of trash TV. My bestie said I should be ashamed of myself. I’m not. But, last week I sacrificed almost an entire afternoon watching the Danish Deception. I’m not sure … Continue reading
Life is a sample size of one
5 years ago I came here and talked about devastating heartbreak that nearly crushed me. Well, i’m back to report that not only has a lot happened since then, but i survived it. Last time i came here was about … Continue reading
Being stuck in a soul crushing job:- How do you survive it?
Some, if not most of us have been there, an untenable situation where you have resigned to go with the flow, as long as the paycheck comes in, on time. You are told to jump, you just jump, you count … Continue reading
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I always come here when i’m blue
Why is that? Nobody is consistent with blogging but mine is another level. I even tried journaling. Smh. So, i lost my 2nd job 5 months ago which in turn significantly hurt my finances. I’ve been working on getting a … Continue reading
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Mad and Sad
The best description of grief i’ve read so far is:- It makes everything tasteless and colorless. It hangs on you like a cloud, nothing makes sense, everything requires effort that you have no interest making. My Dad has been unwell … Continue reading
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My heart is broken again
14th October, barely 3 weeks ago, my heart broke. I feel at this rate, my heart looks like a ceramic ornament that has been glued back together within an inch of its life. Its a miracle its still beating this … Continue reading
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Why do i come here in the midst of a crises?
Because i can’t verbally articulate to anyone how i feel. So i write it. This period has been trying, and not just because of the Covid. This period, this year, has been a nightmare for my personal life. More and … Continue reading
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My Broken Heart
Dear You Its been 6 days since we broke up. SIX. It feels longer for some reason. Not sure why. I feel, this would have been completely unnecessary, if only you would have been able to make up your mind. … Continue reading
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Reborn
My Munchkin will soon be 6 years old. How time flies. I started a new job and so far i am liking it. Last time i updated this blog, i was 4 weeks old in Kakuma. I was there 2 … Continue reading
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When will it be me?
I met a wonderful fantastic person who has set the bar for other people for me. I can truly say I am in love with him. Small problem though, he’s married. Today on FB, a girl I was in high-school … Continue reading
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